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islands
I don't have to leave anymore. What I have is right here. Spend my nights and days before.
Searching the world for what's right here. Underneath and unexplored. Islands and cities I have looked.
Here I saw Something I couldn't over look. I am yours now. So now I don't ever have to leave.
I've been found out. So now I'll never explore. See what I've done.
That bridge is on fire. Going back to where I've been. I'm froze by desire. No need to leave.
Where would I be. IF this were to go under. It's a risk I'd take. I'm froze by desire. As if a choice I'd make.
I am yours now. So now I don't ever have to leave. I've been found out. So now I'll never explore.
So now I'll never explore.


Wednesday, January 10, 2007, 5:35 PM

oh god, i'm a fucking piece of SHIIITTTT in raffles and i hate it! i feel like totally quitting! *in case you're wondering i'm having a fuckin bad day*

i can't believe it............SUCH a BAAAADDDD day today. i tried out for fuckin strings cos' i had to put at least 1 performing arts as a CCA option and DUH. of course i put strings. i only never realised that i mighty suck at violin cos' i *coughneverpractisecough*. and then the teacher told me that i would have a slim chance of getting in and would be better off playing viola. HA! like i'd do that! great, so adding on to the sleepyness, my mood dropped one down!

than, while i was walking to the bus-stop, it started to (whygodwhy?) RAIN. yar, and i didn't have a fuckin umbrella! than, while i was in the mrt, i MISSED my stop. so i came down at khatib and had to change line to go back......OH! and while i was waiting for the MRT, a woman asked me which line she should take to get to payar lebar. SHIT. i went to go check the map thingy and seriously didn't know. when i turned around, i saw a middle aged woman telling her where to go and when to change line. the woman said, "thank you! it's all right if you don't know! bye!" in a very tut-tut-raffles-girl-and-doesn't-know-anything way. leaving me to stand there and (what's the word i'm looking for?) marvel at my own stupidity.

I hate myself. and i feel like crap. so i'd really appreciate it if you don't blah on positive shit and stuff cos' I DON'T NEED IT!