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islands
I don't have to leave anymore. What I have is right here. Spend my nights and days before.
Searching the world for what's right here. Underneath and unexplored. Islands and cities I have looked.
Here I saw Something I couldn't over look. I am yours now. So now I don't ever have to leave.
I've been found out. So now I'll never explore. See what I've done.
That bridge is on fire. Going back to where I've been. I'm froze by desire. No need to leave.
Where would I be. IF this were to go under. It's a risk I'd take. I'm froze by desire. As if a choice I'd make.
I am yours now. So now I don't ever have to leave. I've been found out. So now I'll never explore.
So now I'll never explore.


Saturday, April 12, 2008, 9:35 PM

Ok, so many things have happened I wish time would just stop so I can catch up on it all.

This week has been, I guess "the" horrible week in the year. Everything was just so manic when I got back and the piled up worksheets under my desk was really just Arrghhh...... But I managed to scrape through it and finish most of it. I guess. :)

Then Friday came and I thought whoah, weekend break and school holiday on Monday too! But Lit PT beckons and what with finals next week and m'day fundraising and ORA and FPS draft, I just don't have a life anymore.

I guess the main point this week made me realise was just how much passion means in what you're doing and how important drive is.

I think I've reached a point when I have to ask myself why I'm doing what I'm doing. And the scary thing is, for certain things, I don't have an answer. I've just been going around in this confused state doing things.

And it's really maddening when sometimes you feel as if you're just not doing enough. Like you're not putting as much of yourself into it as you can. I just feel as if I'm always falling short of things and that you guys deserve so so much better than me. I really want to do more and contribute more. I just can't, somehow, with everything.

So yeah, this week hasn't been good. I think through all the stuff that's been going on, I really need to pull it together and just do it.